I feel like a wet seed wild in the hot blind earth. I dont know if I am or not. How often have I lain beneath rain on a strange roof, thinking of home . . . .
God i wish someone would sell me a haunted house. Ghosts aren’t real and I’d love to get a really nice house for like half the price that it should be.
I just heard this woman say “you procrastinate because you are afraid of rejection. It’s a defense mechanism, you are trying to protect yourself without even trying.” and I think I just realized what was wrong with me.
Yep, this is a very, very common reason for procrastinating. It’s also why procrastination, even though it’s often associated with laziness, is a fairly common trait in a lot of people with anxiety and perfectionism issues.
hmm, thinking about that one time i was trying to watch the hannah montana movie during a lecture and i accidentally airplayed it onto the classroom tv
I did the being edgy and self-deprecating thing, it gets old. I wanna be soft and lovely and easily impressed. I wanna appreciate all the little things that make me happy the same way I’ve dwelled on every single thing that upsets me.
my mom gave me this book (about a book conservationist working on a medieval haggadah) about 6 years ago and said “i could see you ending up in a career like this!”
now it’s a reading for a class in my library science masters, and i’m planning a career in special collections. life sometimes is cyclical in really beautiful ways. :)
this website has destroyed my sense of humour, last night i was in bed with my bf and i had a mental image of an egg with the word suspicious written on it and honestly lost my shit
